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It’s physical form is not visible in the canvas

Bend myself into a far nicer person than I actually am in order to feel like I’m enough

“Am I becoming the crazy lady that bases my entire world view on bits of information that are only put out with the intention of reactive engagement

I am dead clear that my reason for survival and growing into the talent to express my story at a large scale is the only reason I am still here

Carousel 24x30 It’s physical form is notThere were all of the fancy institutions. Trafalgar Square. Downing Street. Big Ben. The crowd was the thickest I had been in for many years. There was an aquarium and a Shrek museum too. I couldn't come to grips with the number of people I was trying to walk through. Elbow to elbow. Feet being stepped on. Strollers, dogs, vendors selling popcorn. Horns honking busy sreets. It was hell on Earth, with everything to see. Anything that makes me feel like